Eu reeeeealmente suei pra encontrar um layout que me fizesse feliz. Desde ontem passei por Titanic (mas não achei layouts prontos nem screens), Colorblind (que a Nix prometeu fazer pra mim) e Band of Brothers (que não ficou exatamente pretty). A resposta pro meu dilema veio na forma de um abençoado pacote embrulhado em papel vermelho e branco, com o magnífico logo das Lojas Americanas nele.

- pausa dramática -

MEUS LIVROS CHEGARAAAAAAAAAAAMM!!
*dança ao redor dos livros*

Quase pulei no pescoço do carteiro quando ele me pediu pra assinar o recebimento :aw: exceto o fato que o Twilight veio com um puta amassado na capa e o Eclipse com algumas orelhinhas discretas, esses são a coisa mais linda que eu já vi. Provavelmente vou dormir no chão essa noite pra que eles durmam na minha cama ok, nem tanto, talvez eu durma no sofá

Desde então eu venho lendo como se o mundo fosse acabar dentro de três dias lol eu sei que vou me arrepender disso quando o livro acabar e não sobrar mais nada novo pra eu ler, mas é mais forte do que eu >.<"

Enfim, fui obrigada a interromper minha leitura pra tomar banho e ir pra auto-escola, só pra descobrir que minhas aulas teóricas só começam depois do dia 21, SE eu passar no exame médico. Minhas horas ininterruptas de computador me dizem que eu deveria temer o exame de vista XD De qualquer forma, a próxima deadline importante e imutável é dois de fevereiro, quando começam as aulas na faculdade. Como o diretor não é mais o Nélson eu-me-acho-o-vereador-gay-mais-gostoso-de-Eldorado, não acho que tenha muito o que me preocupar. Além do mais, aparentemente todo mundo da minha sala vai ser o pessoal que fez o curso, vai estar tudo em família XD (PS: talvez o Devanir ex-diretor-gostoso-com-o-qual-eu-quero-ter-um-caso-tórrido vá ser o meu professor, então eu realmente to looking forward pras aulas começarem =D)

As for now, vou voltar pra minha caminha quente e meu Eclipse já lido até a metade *.* Alons-y!

First of all, happy birthday for me XD

I decided to come back with this but I'm still not sure why. It has probably something to do with the fact that I just lost ALL of my archives because of some stupid reckless bloke who doesn't know how to fix a computer without messing it up even more. Anyway, it feels like a new life with Mark memory-less and Thay without everything she ever wrote/maniped/printed/created/yadda yadda yadda. New life, birthday, end of year, exams in the last friday, it just deserves a LJ entry.

My exams results come out in December 5th and I seriously hope I pass, at least this time. Even though it's not Law School, it's Administration and it's pretty much something fun to do, and it opens a lot of doors in the future.

Other than that, the day is just like any other day, and not my 18th birthday. My dad called me and he sounded pretty sad and sick, which got me a bit worried, but still, he said he's fine, so I can sleep well for now. Though I still think he's too old now to live that away from me.

To finish, I miss Ju so much it hurts =( I could use some of our talks, but at least she's probably very happy in the US right now \o/

Título: Minha Paixão Por Livros
Autor: rocket7roe 
Classificação: G

N/A: Era uma vez uma menina varrendo a casa numa manhã de sábado quando um espírito escritor baixou nela e saiu isso. E eu pessoalmente até gostei. E é um POEMIIIIINHAAAAAAA!! *abraça e morde* Quão lindo é isso?

Créditos: É tudo meu, mwahaha!


( Era uma vez... )

    So apparently my weekends are busier than my weeks. I barely remember what I did on Saturday, but I know whatever it is I was freezing to death while doing it. It’s amazing how it went cold out of the blue, and it’s only in the weekends! I know I’m supposed to like cold – I do, seriously – but I was born in Brazil after all and we get ten months of heat in this stupid country; 12ºC is just something I’m not used to. But as Rafa2 said, it’s better get used to is if we want to move away to UK.

    And speaking of him – yay, he wants to study english in UK just like me *is excited about it* - we, along with Danilo, Mari, Natalina and other kids I don’t remember the name, worked as “volunteers” yesterday in some sort of shop organized by a place that takes care of the homeless children around here. It counted as volunteer work for our lecture and that’s great, but what got me happier was the grateful look on Rose’s face when she thanked us. Especially because if it wasn’t for me to offer our help, our stupid coordinator wouldn’t have done a thing.

    After that Mari and I came back home to wait my mum, because the two of them want to work together in the children party decoration stuff, so we sat on the couch and kept staring on each other in one of those awful silences, until Mari came up with this odd subject about how I looked like I was in love. I mean, who comes up with stuff like that out of the blue? I’m *not* in love, c’mon, and even if I was it’s none of her business. She’s now teasing me about how much I love Rafa2 but will never admit. She might even be right, but not anymore, after all just before whatever I’m feeling for him grows stronger, I’m killing it dead. He’s just this amazing cute and caring guy who happens to be a new friend. And apparently he was just dumped by a friend he loved too much. I’m not aware of the details – man, that guy knows how to keep secrets – but I do know everything that I need. And I know I’m not supposed to fall for him. That’s it, end of history.

    I’ve got an exam in my lecture today, all we’ve learned about informatics so far. I haven’t read a thing on my books, neither did I have the time for it, but I don’t think it’s a big deal, it’s pretty easy actually. Apparently, anyway.

    So off I go now, have to buy us food since we haven’t had this month market shopping yet lol

So, looong while without any posting. I've got two explanations for that:

1. I've been really running out of time lately. In the morning I'm typing huge paper works for my mum's college students, I've got my lecture in the afternoon, and after I get home I take a shower, eat something and usually the guys come over for us to either a) study, b) listen to music, c) talk. Of course, when I finally come here, I'm deadly tired.

2. I'm a bit lazy. You can still sue me if you want to.

Anyway, that's pretty much how my days and weeks are going. Last sunday my mum decided to come yelling over me about how useless I am, so instead of curl up in a corner and cry, I decided to set goals for the next years. And I'm going to try my hard to accomplish them. Among other things I've got the two which I think are the most difficult: go to Law School (and I'm already working on that, studying for this year's exams with the guys) and take english classes in the UK. So that's it, I've got goals now lol

And then again, I'm lazy to keep on typing lol Rafa's just arrived, see you guys when I'm not so lazy XD

So, I didn't post yesterday. Sue me. Rafa1 was here and he left about 9:45pm, so I just took a shower and went to bed. And before we go any further, let's stick an explanation:

Rafa1 = the one I knew already, from five years ago
Rafa2 = also known as John, John Lennon or Rafa John Lennon (because really, he looks like the guy), the one I met a week ago in my lecture

So, Rafa1 and I were thinking about build up this small drama club to try stuff as drama acting, stand up comedy, sketches, that sort of thing. So we spent the night watching stand up comedy videos of all sorts to inspire us. I'm really willing for this to work out, first because I always wanted to act in plays, second because it'll improve my skills to play fics with Ju when she comes over.

Anyway, I've just figured out I'm hooked on these guys. I can't let a day pass by in which I don't invite them over to watch a movie or play The Game of Life or Monopoly. Which sucks, since this weekend Rafa1 will be away doing an useless and ridiculous school stuff called ENEM and Rafa2 will be away to visit a doctor and change his glasses (yes, Ju, he needs glasses, how cute is that? but he wants to take them off =( so sad)

Ohh, btw, one of my lecture instructors is madly interested about me, the two of them actually. Fernando is amazed by the fact I speak english and apparently I'm quite nice. Andrea is obsessed about me just because of my mum and she tries desperately to get my atention every class. It's quite sad, actually lol

And apparently me and Rafa2 are deeply in love with each other, according to Ju lol only because he sent me a nice good night message on my mobile. But at least he's cute XD and I have to admit I'll miss him tomorrow and I'm sad with the idea we'll only see each other again on Monday =( but then again, the feelings field is just a weeeeird territory for me. I'm a bit like John when it comes to this, Jas and Ju will understand XD

Seriously. I just found out how we can love and hate someone deeply at the same time that's actually a lie, John and Tosh already hated and loved each other at the same time, but that's not the point. I'm just too tired to write a proper entry right now, but I had to write something.

Fernando, my mental informatics and administration instructor, made us sing in front of the whole class. SING! IN FRONT OF OTHER 18 PEOPLE! I don't even sing in front of my mum! And with the help of my guitar. But, what the hell, I sang, and I don't think I ever trumbled more in my entire life. He said we still have other three works like that, but I don't think he'll make us sing again, so as long as I only have to talk, I'll be fine lol

Also, there's a weird girl chasing trouble with me and the guys (Rafael, Rafael 'John Lennon' and Flávia). She's just the kind of person who gets in trouble with everyone, and I'm not about to go through her way. But seriously, if she messes up with any one of us again, I'll have to wake up the sleeping deadly ironic side of me. And it'll be amazingly fun.

And just a quick message to finish. I've got you, Rach, all the way through. Your grandfather will be just fine, despite all you said it's gonna happen, and I stand for what I said to you earlier. Just enjoy every second you have with him, whatever is the option he chooses for the next six months. And despite the distance, I'm here for you, always. That's what friends are for, even those who live across the ocean and doesn't even speak the same language you do.

No, seriously, how AWESOME friends are? And by friends I mean those who live in the same city as you lol I mean, I do love from the deepest gap of my heart my virtual friends and they've been there for me in my toughest moments, but really, there's no such thing as a night spent playing The Game of Life and drinking with just two good mates. And for someone who wasn't seeing the daylight for over eight months, I barely stay at home now lol

Now, moving on to portuguese matters lol

Fernando, meu psicótico instrutor de informática e administração, pediu pra gente fazer uma paródia de música hoje usando 10 termos técnicos que ele passou: monitor, sistema operacional, periférico, hardware, software, saída, entrada, programa, barra de tarefas e windows. E eu fiz a melhor paródia da minha vida inteira, yaaaayy *is a fangirl*



A música é linda, claro lol e eu amo Leoni eternamente, super me lembra minhas viagens pra Campo Grande, mas admito que a minha versão ficou bem mais foda lol especialmente pra'queles que já experimentaram uma perda de pc XD

Just to keep the journal alive! XD

My day was quite calm, to tell the truth. Rose called us to have lunch with her and I ended up falling asleep on the couch while watching Smallville with Neto. And I realized I must be the only person on Earth who doesn't watch Smallville, even though I know the serie and the characters. And I must add I hate the fact Laura Vandervoort is now being used as photoplayer for half of the RPG players only because she appeared on Smallville. I like her waaay before you, meh! Instant Star FTW!

While we were grabbing a pizza last night, my mum came up with this idea to build a small farm for kids to play at; with histories to follow and act and sports to play, stuff like that. It would be awesome to wake the sleeping scout girl inside of me and she'd be forever happy, considering how much she likes to deal with those decorations of hers. After all my mum is getting old, despite everything lol and she can't work for the government forever now that sounded pretty wicked if you know the 21 Years story

Oh, and YAY! XTeam is coming back! I was blackmailed last night and since I accomplished my part of the deal, Line is bringing the most perfect X-Men RPG board and John will have a home again! <33 I just have to find the perfect player to play his shipper, which will be mostly impossible, since I can't ask Ju for it lol

And last but not least, how awesome is my mood theme? *will love Donna forever despite RTD*

See? I won the bet I made in the last post lol

Anyway, here's the thing. I'm attending this ood lecture that I thought would be the death of me and actually it's quite fun. I'm making a lot of new friends that's actually a lie, I've only got one, but hey, who's counting? and I'm rehashing ties with old ones. And the best part of it is that I don't need stop being a geek to get these friends, mostly because they're almost as geeks as I am. Two of them (two Rafaels, such criativity) came here this saturday and we played video-game, watched movies and ate a lot of junkie food. I've just had a pizza and now I'm drinking a Smirnoff. If I'm not mistaken I don't have such a good day like this in months.

Mum and I went to see a new house at lunch time today. I'm not sure if I want to move out the apartment, but the house is quite cute. Plus, if we move out, I'll get the computer in my bedroom and more likely I'll get a new dog, finally. So, perhaps move away is good fun. It also may represent a fresh new start.

I'm still dealing with the whole "Ju-is-soon-moving-to-US" issue. I mean, I'm very happy for her, it's what she wanted after all, but I'm with this mix of jealous and good envy. Envy because I'm stuck in a small city when I could be having the life dad dreamt for me; and jealous because she'll go back to her old friends and host family and will go to such wonderful places and soon will forget about me and the simple friendship we shared. No, really, this will happen, doesn't matter what she says; and I'm just sort of lost, considering how much she matters to me.

So, yay for lectures! Maybe now I actually manage to keep this journal working, since I'll probably have stuff to write about.


Off I go to change my mood theme. Wish me luck! =D
Thay

So, I abandoned this LJ. What else is new?

I just thought I should get it back on air, 'cause I wanted to. New layout, new icons, all the stuff.


So, my grandmum went back home this morning and am I a terrible human being for finding that extremely amusing? I love my grams, really, but she's just that person you can't live with for more than two days. She was annoying me for the fact I spend too much time on the computer [maybe she could get me a better life] and that I should spend more time with her [right, what for, so she can talk shit about my mum? no, thanks]. And people keep asking me why my RPG world is so much funnier. At least there I create the problems and they always have a simple solution. Well, most of time, anyway.

Now, who wants to make a bet? I bet I will abandon this LJ again within a week lol

So, here's another Dosh fanmix, but this one is special. First because I'm infatuated with the artwork (and that's a huge thing, because I usually don't even like what I do) and second because it's my stupid and silly gift for Ju. Tomorrow, May 14th, it's Dosh 5th month anniversary. So, since it's supposed to be special, this fanmix tries to tell their story through the two first years of relationship, from the day they first met until their make up. It's awful, because I'd need about 50 songs to tell their whole story properly, but one day I'll do it. For now only these will have to do.

So, this is for you, Ju! Congratulations and thanks for giving to this couple the life they need. I wouldn't have done it without you.

 

Title: Look After You
Author: </a></b></a>rocket7roe
Prompt: Write a fic that you're part of
Challenger: </a></b></a>samhaim_girl
Rating: G
Fandom: 21 Years
Language: English
Characters: Jack Harkness, Toshiko Sato, Gwen Levenworth and Me (Ha!)
Words: 640

Summary: Jack, Gwen and Tosh say goodbye to another innocent they helped.

Author's Notes: Ohhh, I loved it. It's quite odd to write you in the middle of an universe you're used to watch over, but it's also very fun, especially when you can kiss your own character and mock the stupid one who should be with him.

Disclaimer: Names belong to RTD, as you probably know, but everything else belongs to me and Ju.

Title: Echoes of Silence
Author: rocket7roe
Prompt: Write any kind of Iantosh
Challenger: samhaim_girl
Rating: G
Fandom: 21 Years
Language: English
Characters: Toshiko Sato and Ianto Jones
Paring: Dosh/Iantosh
Words: 401

Summary: Toshiko wonders why she can't let John go, even having Ianto by her side anytime she needs.

Disclaimer: Names belong to RTD, as you probably know, but everything else belongs to me and Ju.

Title: Not Always
Author: rocket7roe
Rating: PG
Fandom: 21 Years
Language: English
Characters: Martha Jones and Thomas Milligan
Paring: Dartha
Words: 86

Summary: Martha can't keep a secret like that forever.

Author's Notes: I really don't know what this is. It was suppose to be part of a bigger fic, but I lost inspiration on the way and it ended up this way.

Disclaimer: Names belong to RTD, as you probably know, but everything else belongs to me and Jas. (As Ju would say, yay, we actually own something!)

I hate PMS.

No, really, I do.

...


Can you imagine that? Like a reeeeally big hate with the size of Brooklyn? (I don't know how big Brooklyn is, but it must be huge). I hate to cry, especially for no reason. And I cry rivers when PMSing. I cried today when Ju told me she'd try to move away to US again (try being the keyword here). I cried when my mom said implied that'd be a totally waste of money make a cosplay of the Tenth Doctor (even though it'd be MY money). I'll probably cry again before I sleep today for another senseless reason. I want to do crazy and stupid things, too. Thank Merlin I have Belle on MSN right now, while I wait for Ju and Lil to tell me to shup up, because I'm out of my mind and studing the boards that make me jealous. If I join them, I'll be pissed at myself when I get back to normal

So I'll just try to stay here improving my spelling with Belle while she threatens to take DW away from me.

Title: Shattered
Author: rocket7roe
Rating: PG
Fandom: Torchwood 4
Language: English
Characters: Dwight Sheppard
Paring: Swight. Mentions of Darah.
Words: 269

Summary: After the Rift is fixed, Dwight chooses to stay behind and Samara goes alone with Torchwood 4. A while later, however, he realizes it was the wrong decision.

Disclaimer: Doctor Who and Torchwood belongs to BBC and Russell T. Davies. Torchwood 4 background story and fanfic plot bunny belong to Thay (rocket7roe). Yup, that's why the writing is so bad.

So, as Belle told me to do, here it goes an advertising for our shiny little Torchwood/Doctor Who RP Board.

So, I've got a job! Yay, how cool is that? I'm teaching english at Freedom which is just four blocks away from home. I'll be well paid and probably will be able to go to the Big 21 Meeting at the end of the year. Yay money! The kids are not as annoying as I thought they'd be just a bit so the only con is that it's the entire day, two days in a week. But then again, I still have time to take care of my RPGs and will be gathering money to travel.

I algo have got a new layout. Or a new header, for that matter. Just thought I should share the angst, even though I'm NOT watching Exit Wounds ever. Or at least in the next 27 days. Made a bet with Ju XD

Song: What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts
Vidder: rocket7roe
Rating: PG (for brief insinuation of sex scene)
Fandom: 21 Years
Characters: John Smith and Toshiko Sato. Appearences of Jack Harkness and Gwen Levenworth.
Paring: Dosh

Summary: Rose comes back and eventually John and Tosh break up. A few months later, however, they find out it's way harder to get over each other than thought at first.

Disclaimer: All clips belong to BBC, as well as the shows.